Ha the way I feel about my life right now. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still very optimistic, but COME ON lol the amount of foolishness that has happened this year….. like every month I hear “whomp, whomp, whoooooommmmppppp” (lol….hahaha its not funny but….). I’ve been zonked since January lol actually probably since October of last year (blah).
But with the passing of my 33rd birthday (yes honey 33) I feel like something special is on the horizon. No I’m not talking about kids or anything but I just feel like the changes and disappointments will have served some type of purpose . I’m looking forward to more adventures and opportunities.
I can tell you this I’m working on my fear of heights. At some point I’m going to do indoor skydiving, and then plan to jump out of a plan…..literally I’m going to actually jump out of a plane. This is the most frightening thing I can fathom in my imagination at the moment but it’s necessary for growth. Conquering fears, to me, is a must to progress. If I can’t jump out of a plane then how can I step on faith for other things.
Health wise, I have got to get off these blood thinners. I hate taking meds everyday….. makes me feel old….. like I need a pill box to remind me every day (my grandparents have those….. swear I’m not old enough for that). But I’m doing great with this weight loss…..sweet baby Jesus…. I’m not melting away but certain things are (I need to go for a run after this). It just feels good…..I feel good. Not talking about the runners high or the high I feel after lifting weights (beast mode!!!….She Hulk status)… but mentally I feel good. I know my limits, I’m not trying to be a cross fit warrior (tried it and HAVE IT).
For now I’m just on the path of moving forward. Things are changing in my life but I can honestly say I’m happy and content. I feel like I’m okay…..and that’s what matters right?
*I’m seriously smiling…..like for real :)*